Friday, October 30, 2009

Angry and Oppresive Woman


To be continued.............................. feel free to blog on this title

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Mommie's Little Moma


As I look back with amazement, I know now that my daughter watched everything that I did.  Little did I know that as time goes on she would do exactly what she saw me doing.  A shout out to the Mom's with little girls that either are still hanging on their hips or following in their footsteps.  Be so ever careful what you do or say around your little sweepies.  When you least expect it, their little ears and eyes are capturing everything you do.

A wise mom will heed to this humble edification and act accordingly.  Teach them early to call on the name of the Lord, teach them that in everything they do, to acknowledge their Lord and Savior and to repect their parents.
A poem for the little girls in our lives:

A special parent I would like to be
For this little girl that follows me
As she looks on with loving eyes
She trust that I will be strong and wise.

All to soon she will be full grown
This precious girl I call my own
But until that time she’s mine to hold
As I watch each stage unfold.

I will do my best in the years to be
A special parent
For this little girl that follows me.

I pray this poem is a blessing as well as a awakening to be so ever prayerful over our sweet little children.
amen

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

The Travesty of a Agitated Spirit


How many of us are guilty of saying "I don't have time for the dumb stuff" or "you are to slow for me" or "come on get with the program or get on board or lets stay on the same page" or what's wrong with you? don't you get it.
I think you are getting my drift of where I'm going.  Many times when we think we have arrived at our pinnacle, we tend not to have much time for those we once connected with.  I have seen and heard this many times over.  This is a trifling error, and definitely not God-Like behavior.  The Lord showed me many years ago that we must stay so-ever prayerful for those who are lacking or not understanding different issues, circumstances or events that occur in ones life.  I myself stand accuse of such behavior at times, my spirit may become agitated with someone who I think is purposely in denial. 

Denial hurts, it brings about memories that are sometimes unbearable.  Being in denial is sometimes our only method of survival.  When I think about my life when I was a child growing up in the hood, I sometimes shutter at the thoughts and visions of various incidences.  All it takes is one flash back from a current experience and one can go into a setback that can plague you for days, months, years.  (I recently read Tyler Perry's story), as he has indicated and I will reinterate that it is in the "Forgiveness" that releases us from the snare of the destruction that the devil has formed against us.  But I say, NO WEAPON THAT IS FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER" we have to forgive and go on.

.......and so we go on, but, the question is; are we totally healed? are our scars and wounds completely healed or do they have worned bandages with scabs that can be picked off at any given moment.

all I'm saying is; lets be sensitive with those who are not stepping up to the plate when you think they should.  I have witnessed and even criticized about the babes in the church still sucking on milk when we are living in the days of MEAT and mo' MEAT is needed.

if you know someone who is agitating your spirit with their lack or slack of meeting your standards or your calibar of life, I humbly suggest you begin to pray for that person with a pure heart and a contrite spirit.  I believe this is what the Lord would want you to do.  You never know, or if you do, it is very little that you know about the inner most parts of a human being.  Many times we find out, when its too late.  God who created us, knows our very core, He knows the number of hairs on our head, imagine that.  He knows our heart to the very last drop of blood that pumps through-out our bodies.

It is God and God alone that measures our capability not our AGITATED SPIRITS.  I have seen time and time again, that the Agitated Spirit ends up eating "crow" meaning, he or she had to taste the bitterness of that, that was mocked.  How do I know this, well, lets just say "been there, done that, got my spanking and promised that I won't go that route again.

Let me briefly give you some excerpts of stories I know to be true, after I speculated and proclaimed that, that person is "out the box or out of the loop"

knew a girl who had a anger problem, she was always parinoid, did not trust anyone.  she displayed two personalities at any given moment. sweet and fun to be around one moment and the next she became loud and billigerent.  After much prayer and building a relationship, she confess a tramatic experience as a child.  Her mom was killed by her father, while her and 2 other siblings was sitting in the back of the car watching.  they all ran out of the car into a cornfield, hiding in the weeds. all she could remember was her father calling them jeannie, ralph, patsy come here I say, come here right now, I'm gonna kill you, come here right now!  after so long, the dad could not locate them, he then went back to the car where her mom was and then shot himself in the head and died.
this travasy still haunts her til this day.

during a deliverance service, I was helping a Pastor minister to a Scholar University Student.  I knew her personally, she was brilliant in every way.  Wanted to know the Lord as her Personal Savior, but there always seemed to be a hold back.  She had boyfriend issues, always needed to have a man at her side.  As much as the believers tried to help her there was always a brick wall.  she would go so far and stop, go back to her mess and then come around crying and begging for help. 
Needless to say, we the saints got really agitated with her doublemindness.  well, she finally confessed that even though she excels in her college studies, her mind has been messed up for years.  She began telling us that she came home one day from school and found her mom sitting at the kitchen table looking crazy and in a stupor, she went into her mom's and dad's bedroom and literally saw her dad in the bed with a dog having sex.
yaw! can I just say is that messed up or what?  suffice to say, "us saints had some nerve to be agitated with this girl, she was fearful but yet crying out to us for help to free her from such a horrific experience.

believe me I can go on and on with other testimonies, but my point is to tell someone to consider thy ways and how we need to stay prayerful in everything we do, we see, we hear and think.

I choose to keep the mind of Christ. What about you?

comments are welcomed

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

A Clearer Purpose in Life


Today, I thought about my purpose in this life.  When I focus on the meaning of my purpose, I find myself proclaiming that I am a witness of God's great testimonies, my witnessing is in the authority of Jesus Christ, and not the needs of the heathen.  We always look upon our Lord Jesus Christ to assists us in our own secret purposes.  Our Lord puts Himself as the absolute sovereign supreme Lord over His disciples.  He does not say the heathen will be lost if we do not go and witness to them.  He simply says....  Go, ye therefore and teach all nations.  Go on the revelation of My soveringnty; teach and preach out of your living experiences of Me.

When we go, we go where God sends us. If I want to know the universal sovereignty of Christ, I must know Him for myself, and how to get alone with Him.  I must take time to worship the Being whose name I bear. "Come unto Me" that is truly the place to meet Jesus.  His word says "Go ye therefore...."  (Go) simply means live among them.  In Acts 1(8) is the description of how to go.  Jesus did not say "go into Jerusalem and Judea and Samaria, but, He said "you shall be witnesses unto Me" in all these places. He and only He undertakes to establish our goings.

His words says "If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you".......  this will enable us to keep going on with His purpose in our personal lives.  Where we are placed is a matter of how God engineers the goings.  I'm at the point now, that none of these things move me, neither count my life that is dear unto myself.....  That is how I keep going on, until I'm gone.

meditating in His word today.........................
what about you?

Monday, October 12, 2009

WOW! nice blog

I'm interest in stopping by the Lord's Den,  what is the attire? and the times that you are open?

thank you for this blog, hoping that this will manifest in the natural someday.

Jackie